I have come to realize I truly enjoy low powered games. I am not a “I want to play 30th level out the gate” or “I want to be a god” kind of guy, either as a game designer or a player. This led to problems in Vampire as I often played and GMed in a very different style from what a lot of players expected. For instance, I was at a con, oh, I think in Spingfield IL called CapCon. Fun little con and well organized. Linda and I signed up for a V:TM game. I played a Knights Templar who had been embraced in the Crusades. He was not a particularly vicious guy but did what he had to to get by. Anyway, through the course of the game, a magic whatsit turned me back to human again. My character was overjoyed. He ate the foods he loved, he laid out in the sun, he drank in life. Then, as night fell, his sire sent dome goons to take him in. He went and everyone, even the GM, expected my character to happily run to my sire to make me a Vamp again. As my sire apprached I asked if I could get to my gun.
The GM said, “Sure, but it wont do you any good. He is too fast and powerful”.
I said, “It is not for him.” Put the gun under my chin and pulled the trigger. They were all floored. They could not understand the idea that you would rather die then become a vampire, especially after several centuries of being one.
This attitude is reflected in my games or so I think. At no point when you are playing your character is the power of the character so great that you fear nothing. I was always struck by moderate level DND characters and their ability to judge that the kobolds were no threat. Yeah, sure, smarty kobolds can set traps but the whole “I can walk into 50 kobolds and have no chance of damage” always stuck me as…distasteful. That said, I can appreciate that folks do enjoy it. I just can’t get behind it.


